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  <updated>2026-10-15T00:00:00Z</updated>
  <author><name>Moshe New</name></author>
  <entry>
    <title>Mighty Waters</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/mighty-waters/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/mighty-waters/</id>
    <updated>2026-09-03T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>On distraction, Joseph of Reina, and the waters that rush in to cover over.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;They try their best&lt;br&gt;
To distract&lt;br&gt;
And flood&lt;br&gt;
The world&lt;br&gt;
With thoughts of&lt;br&gt;
Overwhelm&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Masking the sweetness&lt;br&gt;
Of the grove&lt;br&gt;
With artifice&lt;br&gt;
And spice&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Like Joseph&lt;br&gt;
Of Reina&lt;br&gt;
Who succumbed&lt;br&gt;
And thus&lt;br&gt;
The End of Days&lt;br&gt;
We’re postponed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And seizing the limelight&lt;br&gt;
Those waters&lt;br&gt;
Rushed in&lt;br&gt;
To cover over&lt;br&gt;
Once more&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And we drown&lt;br&gt;
Knowing neither&lt;br&gt;
To swim&lt;br&gt;
Or to ask for help&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>Split</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/split/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/split/</id>
    <updated>2026-09-03T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>A tongue split, not forked. On making two of one.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Like a Russian pilot&lt;br&gt;
So eager&lt;br&gt;
To stand out&lt;br&gt;
That he circumcised&lt;br&gt;
His tongue&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Each time he licks&lt;br&gt;
His plate&lt;br&gt;
He etches&lt;br&gt;
A line&lt;br&gt;
To say&lt;br&gt;
I was here&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Split&lt;br&gt;
Not forked&lt;br&gt;
Because to fork&lt;br&gt;
Is to give over&lt;br&gt;
But to split&lt;br&gt;
Is to make two&lt;br&gt;
Of one&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And to reclaim&lt;br&gt;
One’s self&lt;br&gt;
Inside the gaze&lt;br&gt;
Of another&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>Job</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/job/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/job/</id>
    <updated>2026-03-09T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>A man looks in the mirror and finds someone else looking back.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;He looked in the mirror&lt;br&gt;
And expected to see&lt;br&gt;
What he had seen&lt;br&gt;
The day before&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Gray hair&lt;br&gt;
A slight paunch&lt;br&gt;
Green sparkling eyes&lt;br&gt;
And a smile&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But instead&lt;br&gt;
He saw Job staring back&lt;br&gt;
With eyes&lt;br&gt;
That pierced the reflection&lt;br&gt;
And asked of it&lt;br&gt;
“What now will you do?”&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>Lot&#x27;s Daughters-in-Law</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/lots-daughters-in-law/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/lots-daughters-in-law/</id>
    <updated>2026-03-08T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>The salt-crusted snow piles of a city winter, and the woman in Genesis who has no name.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;It is written&lt;br&gt;
That when G-d set his wrath&lt;br&gt;
Upon the plains&lt;br&gt;
That contained&lt;br&gt;
Sodom and Gomorrah&lt;br&gt;
He searched for the righteous&lt;br&gt;
And found none&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But Abraham asked mercy&lt;br&gt;
And Lot was spared&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Together&lt;br&gt;
With a wife&lt;br&gt;
And two&lt;br&gt;
Daughters&lt;br&gt;
He fled&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But she&lt;br&gt;
Who is not named&lt;br&gt;
Could not resist&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In defiance she looked&lt;br&gt;
And in defiance she was cast&lt;br&gt;
Like molten metal&lt;br&gt;
Into the form&lt;br&gt;
Of a pillar&lt;br&gt;
Of salt&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Condemned&lt;br&gt;
To watch forevermore&lt;br&gt;
As her city was ruined&lt;br&gt;
And to be remembered&lt;br&gt;
Not by name&lt;br&gt;
But by deed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I don’t live in Sodom&lt;br&gt;
Or even Gomorrah&lt;br&gt;
I don’t call the Dead Sea home&lt;br&gt;
Nor do I know where&lt;br&gt;
She stands&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But each winter&lt;br&gt;
When the snow falls&lt;br&gt;
And the salt dusts My city&lt;br&gt;
I think of her&lt;br&gt;
Who has no name&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And I see her&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I see her in the snow&lt;br&gt;
In the piles&lt;br&gt;
Left behind&lt;br&gt;
That refuse to stop looking&lt;br&gt;
At what was&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Refuse to accept&lt;br&gt;
That winter is no more&lt;br&gt;
That spring reigns now&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Her memory is invoked&lt;br&gt;
In each Little pile&lt;br&gt;
As if of salt&lt;br&gt;
But made of what the salt&lt;br&gt;
Could not conquer&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;They sit on corners&lt;br&gt;
In alleys&lt;br&gt;
On lawns&lt;br&gt;
And on streets&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Pillars&lt;br&gt;
Proud and tall&lt;br&gt;
Like their Biblical mother-in-law&lt;br&gt;
Vestiges of&lt;br&gt;
Inches and inches&lt;br&gt;
Feet even&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Stubborn&lt;br&gt;
And heeding not&lt;br&gt;
The warnings&lt;br&gt;
Of those who cavort&lt;br&gt;
With He who sends the firestorm&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;They stay behind&lt;br&gt;
A reminder&lt;br&gt;
A warning&lt;br&gt;
Of what happens&lt;br&gt;
To those who heed not&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;So I call them&lt;br&gt;
For what they are&lt;br&gt;
Those stubborn&lt;br&gt;
Daughters-in-law&lt;br&gt;
Of Lot&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Condemned&lt;br&gt;
To have no name&lt;br&gt;
Other than their form&lt;br&gt;
And Their relation&lt;br&gt;
To he who looked forward&lt;br&gt;
And sired the future&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>Pretzels, Bubblegum, and Lollipops</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/pretzels-bubblegum-and-lollipops/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/pretzels-bubblegum-and-lollipops/</id>
    <updated>2025-11-25T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>Shabbos morning in shul as a boy, and the old men who each gave one sweet and no more.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;We’d wait eagerly&lt;br&gt;
Like kids&lt;br&gt;
At a candy store&lt;br&gt;
For &lt;em&gt;Aba&lt;/em&gt; to take us to &lt;em&gt;Shul&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We always entered:&lt;br&gt;
Late.&lt;br&gt;
My father&lt;br&gt;
Never one to&lt;br&gt;
Bow to propriety&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;He would go&lt;br&gt;
Straight&lt;br&gt;
To his father&lt;br&gt;
Who sat enshrined In his tallis&lt;br&gt;
In the center&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My brother and I&lt;br&gt;
Go right&lt;br&gt;
Hugging the walls&lt;br&gt;
Packed with &lt;em&gt;Siddurim, chumashim,&lt;/em&gt; and volumes of &lt;em&gt;Tanya&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But we’d pass them&lt;br&gt;
On our pilgrimage&lt;br&gt;
To &lt;em&gt;Milan&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
Who sat on the flanks&lt;br&gt;
Old, slightly bent&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;A camp survivor&lt;br&gt;
He would smile&lt;br&gt;
And say &lt;em&gt;Gut Shabbos&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
As he handed us each&lt;br&gt;
A little rectangle&lt;br&gt;
Of bubblegum&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;His sons sat next to him&lt;br&gt;
His grandsons too&lt;br&gt;
But we had eyes only&lt;br&gt;
For his gift&lt;br&gt;
In its armor of blue, white and red&lt;br&gt;
Launching us&lt;br&gt;
On our ascent&lt;br&gt;
Much like&lt;br&gt;
The little figure&lt;br&gt;
On the front&lt;br&gt;
Of the &lt;em&gt;Bazooka&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
We now held&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We’d open it&lt;br&gt;
Reveal the small comic strip&lt;br&gt;
Wrapped around&lt;br&gt;
A blush of pinkness&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Next was &lt;em&gt;Max&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
Tall and straight&lt;br&gt;
He didn’t say a word&lt;br&gt;
As he extended his &lt;em&gt;tallis&lt;/em&gt; bag&lt;br&gt;
To show us&lt;br&gt;
His rainbow of fizzers&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But then he’d look and pause&lt;br&gt;
To see we were two&lt;br&gt;
Of his favorites&lt;br&gt;
So he’d take&lt;br&gt;
from his jacket pocket&lt;br&gt;
Two longer fizzers&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Only then would he smile&lt;br&gt;
With a crisp&lt;br&gt;
&lt;em&gt;good shabbos&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
Before turning to the next&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We’d then wrap around&lt;br&gt;
In our S&lt;br&gt;
And pass the &lt;em&gt;bimah&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
To see &lt;em&gt;Bruce&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
In a &lt;em&gt;kasket&lt;/em&gt; and a jacket&lt;br&gt;
His beard trimmed neatly&lt;br&gt;
No &lt;em&gt;tallis&lt;/em&gt; adorning&lt;br&gt;
Who,&lt;br&gt;
unlike the others&lt;br&gt;
Hadn’t managed to lock down&lt;br&gt;
An aisle seat&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But that didn’t dissuade him&lt;br&gt;
From lobbing his candies&lt;br&gt;
Over the crowd&lt;br&gt;
While the &lt;em&gt;chazzan&lt;/em&gt; warbled&lt;br&gt;
His smile&lt;br&gt;
As he motioned readiness for the throw&lt;br&gt;
Matching ours&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;His were my favorites&lt;br&gt;
Yellow, white, green, orange, pink or red&lt;br&gt;
Wrapped like a bow&lt;br&gt;
In cellophane&lt;br&gt;
Sweeter from&lt;br&gt;
The joy of watching them&lt;br&gt;
Soar through the air&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Mr Raitman&lt;/em&gt; then would beckon&lt;br&gt;
His offering&lt;br&gt;
Of crisp pretzels&lt;br&gt;
A slight disappointment&lt;br&gt;
After the sugar&lt;br&gt;
High&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;He’d pull a handful out&lt;br&gt;
Of his velvet &lt;em&gt;tallis&lt;/em&gt; bag&lt;br&gt;
A golden pretzel&lt;br&gt;
Embroidered&lt;br&gt;
On its front&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But he was most&lt;br&gt;
Enthusiastic&lt;br&gt;
And would shake our hands&lt;br&gt;
And heartily say:&lt;br&gt;
&lt;em&gt;Good shabbos!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Our last stop&lt;br&gt;
Was our &lt;em&gt;Zaida&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
who would sit:&lt;br&gt;
His &lt;em&gt;tallis&lt;/em&gt; falling&lt;br&gt;
From his shoulders&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;His eyes glued&lt;br&gt;
To his &lt;em&gt;siddur&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
As we shimmied&lt;br&gt;
To our seats next to him&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We’d say&lt;br&gt;
&lt;em&gt;good shabbos&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
And he’d give us our prize:&lt;br&gt;
A lollipop&lt;br&gt;
Packed with fizz&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In early years he’d pull them&lt;br&gt;
From his pocket&lt;br&gt;
In later&lt;br&gt;
From inside the &lt;em&gt;shtender&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We would then open our &lt;em&gt;siddurim&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br&gt;
As we ripped off the wrapper&lt;br&gt;
And filled our mouths&lt;br&gt;
As the &lt;em&gt;shul&lt;/em&gt; filled with prayers&lt;br&gt;
Ascending on high&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But we were already there&lt;br&gt;
High on sugar&lt;br&gt;
And ready&lt;br&gt;
For next week&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Because these men&lt;br&gt;
Would give one&lt;br&gt;
And no more&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;One&lt;br&gt;
And no more&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Until next week&lt;br&gt;
For one&lt;br&gt;
And no more&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>Soup</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/soup/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/soup/</id>
    <updated>2025-11-17T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>On being served gazpacho when what you needed was warmth.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;It’s cold inside&lt;br&gt;
Like a bowl of soup&lt;br&gt;
On a cold day&lt;br&gt;
That your host&lt;br&gt;
Is proud to say:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Is not pumpkin&lt;br&gt;
from the fairy godmother&lt;br&gt;
Or potato leek&lt;br&gt;
perfected by the little rat&lt;br&gt;
Or chicken with noodles&lt;br&gt;
for your soul&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Not split pea&lt;br&gt;
for the princess&lt;br&gt;
Or lentil for&lt;br&gt;
your wild brother&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But rather she boldly proclaims&lt;br&gt;
Is “gazpacho”&lt;br&gt;
To raucous applause&lt;br&gt;
From a two-toned room&lt;br&gt;
Stuck&lt;br&gt;
In polite affirming&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But you&lt;br&gt;
Are cold and dank&lt;br&gt;
And so is&lt;br&gt;
Your soup&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;When all you wanted&lt;br&gt;
Was a bowl&lt;br&gt;
With mist circling&lt;br&gt;
Its rim&lt;br&gt;
With a caution sign&lt;br&gt;
On its side&lt;br&gt;
Telling you&lt;br&gt;
To handle with care&lt;br&gt;
While it warms you&lt;br&gt;
From within&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>Brooks</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/brooks/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/brooks/</id>
    <updated>2024-06-14T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>A childhood street beside a brook, and the question of whether memory can be trusted.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;I remember the memories&lt;br&gt;
But I do not remember the time&lt;br&gt;
In and of itself&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I recall that which awoken&lt;br&gt;
Within my stricken childhood&lt;br&gt;
Not what awoken it&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And when the brook&lt;br&gt;
That lies beside Celeste’s house&lt;br&gt;
Roared after the rain&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It was the waters that healed&lt;br&gt;
Not the tears invoked&lt;br&gt;
Nor lies told&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;When no rain Graced us&lt;br&gt;
The brook was shallow&lt;br&gt;
Like a reflection from a mirror&lt;br&gt;
It still looked back at me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It showed me a sallow face&lt;br&gt;
And a confused expression&lt;br&gt;
And perhaps some cousins beside&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Its banks held no sand&lt;br&gt;
Only rocks and crags,&lt;br&gt;
Pebbles and branches&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The neighbors whizzed by&lt;br&gt;
On their two-wheeled chariots&lt;br&gt;
Singing to their pagan gods&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We looked on&lt;br&gt;
Our side-locks swishing in the air&lt;br&gt;
Jealously? Perhaps.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But do I really remember?&lt;br&gt;
Anything other than the memory&lt;br&gt;
That came afterward?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Do I remember the Glicks&lt;br&gt;
In their house at the back?&lt;br&gt;
The jealous Butmans&lt;br&gt;
Who just wanted cable of their own?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The Brawers, Sun-kissed&lt;br&gt;
Like their brown abode&lt;br&gt;
Or my grandparents&lt;br&gt;
Regal in the summer winds&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The Mochkins came later,&lt;br&gt;
The Silbersteins too,&lt;br&gt;
The Denburgs never came&lt;br&gt;
And the Rubins did not exist&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But now that time has rendered&lt;br&gt;
My fragile memories&lt;br&gt;
Calcified them in place on the shelf&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Abounding them now in lessons&lt;br&gt;
Cataloguing by color&lt;br&gt;
Dewey in his domain of decimels&lt;br&gt;
Dreaming of being demanded of&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But in this order&lt;br&gt;
One thing stands out above&lt;br&gt;
Like a totem pole of defiance&lt;br&gt;
A mile-marker in a police report&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I do not trust these memories&lt;br&gt;
For they are old&lt;br&gt;
And I no more feel like&lt;br&gt;
The boy who lived them&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I do not have faith in my recollection&lt;br&gt;
For it is tainted by iniquity, fear&lt;br&gt;
And I am not defined by this&lt;br&gt;
And not swayed by that&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Instead I’m like the man&lt;br&gt;
Looking upon his terrarium&lt;br&gt;
Only knowing its age&lt;br&gt;
By the sharpie scribbled on its cork&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In wonder of the life inside&lt;br&gt;
He does not remember placing&lt;br&gt;
In awe of the green&lt;br&gt;
That found a will to live and thrive&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Like a Mochkin at his aquarium glass&lt;br&gt;
I remember each fish&lt;br&gt;
Remember when I replaced each&lt;br&gt;
When it’s forebear absconded&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But curiously, I have used many names&lt;br&gt;
In this poem of mine&lt;br&gt;
Many but my own&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;For I feel as if a visitor&lt;br&gt;
Clutching his “Admit One”&lt;br&gt;
Inside my arboretum of memories&lt;br&gt;
Navigating the labyrinth of discovery&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I ask myself:&lt;br&gt;
Am I refusing to take ownership?&lt;br&gt;
Not allowed backstage?&lt;br&gt;
Or just fearful of confronting&lt;br&gt;
The truths I hide&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>What the Sky Taught Me</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/what-the-sky-taught-me/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/what-the-sky-taught-me/</id>
    <updated>2024-02-02T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>Lessons from a tenure among the clouds: how to paint, how to write, how to dance.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;I am not alone in the sky&lt;br&gt;
He welcomes anyone who holds dear&lt;br&gt;
Forward movement and improvement&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In the sky, amongst his clouds,&lt;br&gt;
I met those of the same vocation&lt;br&gt;
Those who dared to say no&lt;br&gt;
Those who dared to say yes&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I cannot say I was a prince of the skies&lt;br&gt;
or even a resident&lt;br&gt;
Rather: a guest&lt;br&gt;
and to me, that was enough&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In the tailwind of memories&lt;br&gt;
I was taught to paint&lt;br&gt;
To draw from the moments that passed&lt;br&gt;
Colors and inspiration to add&lt;br&gt;
To the canvas of infinity&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To paint with what was&lt;br&gt;
A masterpiece of what is&lt;br&gt;
To reflect what will be&lt;br&gt;
I spent my time in the skies learning this art&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In the headwind of ambition&lt;br&gt;
I was taught to write&lt;br&gt;
To draw from within&lt;br&gt;
And compel myself to heighten&lt;br&gt;
The limits of infinity&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To write with the ink of discretion&lt;br&gt;
and piece together a work&lt;br&gt;
Worthy of the shelf I wish to put it on&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;A work: not destined&lt;br&gt;
to spend its days unread;&lt;br&gt;
Whose binding does more&lt;br&gt;
than tell the uninitiated what they’re looking at&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And in the crosswinds of responsibility&lt;br&gt;
I learned of what it means to dance&lt;br&gt;
To shuffle between people&lt;br&gt;
places and propensities&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To bear the wind on my back&lt;br&gt;
But know when the load is too much&lt;br&gt;
To know when I need to relieve myself&lt;br&gt;
Upon the back of another&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;As my tenure drew to a close&lt;br&gt;
I had with me a pallet of memories&lt;br&gt;
sorted, cataloged and appreciated&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Not just there as a memento&lt;br&gt;
Of a time long passed,&lt;br&gt;
A time never to be again.&lt;br&gt;
But rather they were accompanied&lt;br&gt;
by my canvas of me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Where I stood resplendent&lt;br&gt;
In the cloak of my virtues&lt;br&gt;
And vanquished the vagabonds of Vice&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In this visage I held aloft a book&lt;br&gt;
Tightly bound and filled to the brim&lt;br&gt;
With the words I found hard&lt;br&gt;
To find the first time around.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Rather than stooped in a cavern of sadness&lt;br&gt;
The letters huddled together&lt;br&gt;
In throngs of joyful being&lt;br&gt;
Forming odes and ballads, songs and smiles&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And above all else, I danced&lt;br&gt;
In sync with the rhythm&lt;br&gt;
Of the world around me&lt;br&gt;
And in tune with the band&lt;br&gt;
Of relationships I hold dear&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Nothing forlorn in the posture of my limbs&lt;br&gt;
All done in tandem&lt;br&gt;
With the beating of my metronomic heart&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;With the canvas, book and dance&lt;br&gt;
I jigged forward into the infinity&lt;br&gt;
The infinity of what has yet to come&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I stood facing forward to the future&lt;br&gt;
To where my past met my present&lt;br&gt;
And when the gift of now&lt;br&gt;
turned his sights, ahead&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>King in the Field</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/king-in-the-field/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/king-in-the-field/</id>
    <updated>2023-11-01T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>Every animal in the Kruger has someone calling it king.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;When I came to the Kruger&lt;br&gt;
Some told me&lt;br&gt;
That the lion was king&lt;br&gt;
The lionesses, the dowager queens&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;When I entered the Kruger&lt;br&gt;
A friend told me&lt;br&gt;
He thought the Leopard&lt;br&gt;
With his rosettes and canines&lt;br&gt;
Reigned supreme&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;When I travelled to the East&lt;br&gt;
A guide told me&lt;br&gt;
That the Cheetah,&lt;br&gt;
With his graceful bound&lt;br&gt;
Was king of the speedometer&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Down south&lt;br&gt;
The trees whispered&lt;br&gt;
That the rhinoceros&lt;br&gt;
Wears his crown on his nose&lt;br&gt;
But was a king nonetheless&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In the thickets of fallen trees&lt;br&gt;
And scattered dung&lt;br&gt;
The size and power of the elephant&lt;br&gt;
Tried to tell me that he&lt;br&gt;
Rules the others&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And the impala&lt;br&gt;
With his harem of lovers&lt;br&gt;
Once he has beaten off his brothers&lt;br&gt;
Is a king&lt;br&gt;
In his herd&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;A tower of giraffe&lt;br&gt;
Or when they’re a journey&lt;br&gt;
Are taller than the rest&lt;br&gt;
The kudu and waterbuck&lt;br&gt;
Docile and calm&lt;br&gt;
To their subjects&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Hyenas in their clang&lt;br&gt;
Their Babies asleep&lt;br&gt;
In the coveted culvert&lt;br&gt;
Look to their king&lt;br&gt;
To mark their territory&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And us humans&lt;br&gt;
In our armored metal conservatories&lt;br&gt;
Feel like kings in our own right&lt;br&gt;
As we check off, spot and capture&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But the King of the kings&lt;br&gt;
Is the one who created&lt;br&gt;
Them all&lt;br&gt;
He gives life&lt;br&gt;
And taketh away&lt;br&gt;
He appoints leaders&lt;br&gt;
And deposes them&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And&lt;br&gt;
He gives crowns&lt;br&gt;
To all His creations&lt;br&gt;
For each of them&lt;br&gt;
The world is his gift&lt;br&gt;
And for each of them&lt;br&gt;
He is Their G-d as much as the rest&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And I thank Him&lt;br&gt;
For allowing me&lt;br&gt;
To wear my crown&lt;br&gt;
And not feel&lt;br&gt;
Like an imposter&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And I thanks Him&lt;br&gt;
For allowing me&lt;br&gt;
To see His other kings&lt;br&gt;
In a conference&lt;br&gt;
Of infinity&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>Fly II</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/fly-ii/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/fly-ii/</id>
    <updated>2022-09-05T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>Headwind, crosswind, tailwind. A short fable about what flying costs.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;I knew of one&lt;br&gt;
Who knew to fly&lt;br&gt;
He knew well&lt;br&gt;
What it entailed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To turn&lt;br&gt;
His tail&lt;br&gt;
To the ground&lt;br&gt;
And soar&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The headwind&lt;br&gt;
Whipping&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The crosswind&lt;br&gt;
Trying it’s best&lt;br&gt;
To sway off course&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The tailwind&lt;br&gt;
Knowing nought&lt;br&gt;
But to follow&lt;br&gt;
Entranced&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The headwind&lt;br&gt;
Whipped&lt;br&gt;
Until the hull&lt;br&gt;
Was a carcass&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The crosswind&lt;br&gt;
Brought with it&lt;br&gt;
The maggots&lt;br&gt;
That turned&lt;br&gt;
The carcass&lt;br&gt;
Into bones&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And the tailwind&lt;br&gt;
Scattered&lt;br&gt;
The bones&lt;br&gt;
Into dust&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>Discarnate</title>
    <link href="https://moshenew.com/writing/discarnate/"/>
    <id>https://moshenew.com/writing/discarnate/</id>
    <updated>2022-02-11T00:00:00Z</updated>
    <summary>On wanderlust, sonder, and the cold at the heart of wanting to be understood.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;In the vast expanses&lt;br&gt;
of wanderlust&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;human fallibility&lt;br&gt;
comes second&lt;br&gt;
only to its own&lt;br&gt;
frailty&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It seeks&lt;br&gt;
In each&lt;br&gt;
Expression&lt;br&gt;
An eternal&lt;br&gt;
Sense of sonder&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But does not&lt;br&gt;
Seem to grasp&lt;br&gt;
It&lt;br&gt;
When it comes.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Why only&lt;br&gt;
Do we wish to&lt;br&gt;
Accept&lt;br&gt;
Forms of love&lt;br&gt;
Not of our kind?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And why oh why&lt;br&gt;
Do we try to&lt;br&gt;
Accept&lt;br&gt;
Only things&lt;br&gt;
Strange&lt;br&gt;
And alien?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;When told&lt;br&gt;
Of a bind&lt;br&gt;
More intricate&lt;br&gt;
Than our own&lt;br&gt;
Our minds&lt;br&gt;
Don’t w a/o nder&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Rather&lt;br&gt;
Intent on understanding&lt;br&gt;
They&lt;br&gt;
Understand&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And in that&lt;br&gt;
Understanding&lt;br&gt;
The one thing&lt;br&gt;
That fails&lt;br&gt;
To become&lt;br&gt;
Accepted&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Is that they&lt;br&gt;
So unhappy&lt;br&gt;
With their own&lt;br&gt;
Reflection&lt;br&gt;
Seek a mirror&lt;br&gt;
To become&lt;br&gt;
Itself&lt;br&gt;
A source&lt;br&gt;
Or warmth&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But trickling&lt;br&gt;
In a fire&lt;br&gt;
Wrought by silver&lt;br&gt;
Oxide&lt;br&gt;
There is only:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;A Cold&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;As apathetic&lt;br&gt;
As it is&lt;br&gt;
Discarnate.&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
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